~Reminisces~

Nobody could ever hold me for so long...

Nobody could make me love him till this stage ( which all I want is to care him, thats all...)

He never knew how important he is to me...

But i knew how much i meant to him ( me = zero! )

Yesterday, I slept very early...i don't know why am i so sleepy yesterday night!

9pm+ i already sleep like a pig...

Today morning i check my fone...there is 2 miss calls and 2 messages...==

The miss calls is from my sister...xD 1 msg from her too....

Then another 1 msg...somehow i wish i didn't receive it...it is better for me anyway...

It is from Nicholas...

He said he have tuition just now and he is busy...==

Then instantly a feeling overcomes my emotion that moment...

I felt that everything have changed...time changes everything...

I know i been stupid of thinking that everything could be the same...

Its because of, last time i already feels that there is a gap between me and him...

But now, i feel even bigger...

It seems like I with my tuitionmate that newly meet, even closer than me and him...

I can't ask for much...i only wish that this thing could stop...wish that he could stop find me...^^

Today in school, got a ceramah...dunno about wat de...i didn't focus at all..xD!

Then after recess got the chinese sajak competition...

So those didn't participate it, all over the school...

Gk they all in the music room playing electric guitar...xD!

Me , alan and ccy in library playing chess...== i lose until 99...but then today is the first time i played chess...hahahah!!

Then adam and somether form 3 guy...come join us...they play till soooo pro...

Adam helped me...turn out i won d game...weee..just in time, because that time is 1.03pm...hahahaha!!!

Then today we suppose to practise for the coral speaking...but then d stupid ceramah took our time..T..T

So tomorrow have to sportanuosly go for competition...*faint*