Everything's cool, yeah
It's all gonna be okay, yeah
And I know,
Maybe I'll leave and
Laugh about it someday
But not today, no
Cause I don't feel so good
I'm tangled up inside
My heart is on my sleeve
Tomorrow is a mystery to me
(Chorus)
And it might be wonderful
It might be magical
It might be everything I've waited for,
A miracle
Oh, but even if I fall in love again
With someone else
It could never be the way I loved you
Letting you go is
Making me feel so cold, yeah
And I've been trying to make
Believe it doesn't hurt
But that makes it worse, yeah
See, I'm a wreck inside
My toung is tied and my
Whole body feels so weak
The future may be all I really need
(Chorus)
And it might be wonderful, yeah
It might be magical, uh oh
It might be everything I've waited for,
A miracle
Oh, but even if I fall in love again
With someone else
It could never be the way I loved you
Like a first love,
The one and only true love
Wasn't it written all over my face, yeah
I loved you like you loved me (oh)
Like something pure and holy
Like something that can never be replaced
And it was be wonderful,
It was magical,
It was everything I've waited for,
A miracle
And if I should ever fall in love again
With someone new
Oh, It could never be the way
No, It will never be the way
I loved you
This song title is The Way I Loved You by Selena Gomez
Introduce by Jo...
Its kinda suitable for my situation actually...
Even though I be with someone else, love that someone...
It will never be the same as the way I were with HIM..
And I want to feel the same way again..I don't want to feel another way..
I just want this way..
.
I seems like stupid thinking about this way...
But in love, there will be bitterness and sweetness..
And only the person you loved the most capable to gives you the most bitter and also the most sweet...
I rather taste the bitterness rather than not tasting anything at all...
Because I know there is sweetness in the bitterness...
No one else ever clearer then me...
Because this is my relationship, i'm the one who been through this path...
And everyone have free will...
I choose to taste the bitterness...
It might be foolishness in people's mind...
But it is my blithe in my perception...
Today in school, got the pameran kerjaya which 31 colleges come to my school to explain and promo their college..
I been researched about the medics...
IF i really take that path,
firstly, it will be a big burden to my parents
( which i trying to work hard now so that I could get the scholarships )
secondly, i sees the syllabus that I gonna learn in the Bacholar of Doctor and Surgeries...
I like....O.O!!!!!
5 years..learning everything..
Neuro, gynae, general surgeries... ( its pathetically need alot of hard work in here )
Therefore, I was thinking of some backups... if i didn't take medics...
I might want to be a lecturer of sciences subjects....
Its just some thoughts...ain't specific yet...
Orelse, i just shudup and take accountancy...thats my last resources...
But then for now, I want to work hard and hope for the best....
Today basically nothing happen in school, nothing much to be said...
Tomorrow I'm not going to school..because tomorrow whole day is fulled with activities...lazy to participate...
Just can't wait for tuition....I want to see Sue Koon...xD!
Lastly , I misses you alot, Nicholas Yap....
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