~Reminisces~

Its so god damn true ==

Hate to admit it..>

What to do, the truth will always be the truth, there is no way you could run away from it..==

Just now HE sms-ed me...

HE said that, " If i said yes or no, you also won't trust me, how? "

This is the answer for two days ago, I asked him whether he still loved me or not....==!

Then I say " K la, this is the one last time I'll ask you and I will take your word and believe it "

HE said " YES " ==!

Then I say, " fine, I believe you...then why you don't want to be with me again ? "

HE said that " I need to full focus when I study, when i be with you.. I couldn't focus "

Then the first time I think is.....am I that annoying and disturbing....

I said " am i really that bad? "

HE said no....

Then i only realise that....i do in his mind...till he can't focus...I really always think the wrong way....why?

Then i reply, "if u said so, okay...i will let go....what you want me to do now?"

He said " wait for me "

I don't know when I be soooo dumb....automatically I say okay i will ==! now i still figuring why i say yes...but instantly i feel happy...== stupid....