Appreciation

Just now I was looking into one of my senior's blog...

( isn't my usual doing , i don't stalk all people )

And I couldn't believe that she is dating...well, my another senior? XD

Firstly I saw their status in facebook, I was like, What?! Serious?

Aww...maybe they are just close friends or so... because the guy...I used to think he is gayish...

Anyway, they really together...in matter of fact, kind of long? =D

And there's few posts that she wrote about...why he so cold, why he no care me, why he sms so few, i wanna sms him but i scare disturb him and bla bla bla so on...

I was like...why is this so familiar??!

Then I like oh yea! I used to be like this...XD

Kind of forgetting that sensation ( rather not go through again )

Then I think...my only opinion towards myself..( check out the box, the only person can judge is ourself )

My inner thoughts is shouting YOU CHANGED!!

Well...mature already perhaps? or " The One " haven't appear yet?

But I'm telling myself... I have do treat the people that really treat me good and care...

I can't hurt them... that's my promise to myself...

Hopefully I can fulfill my own promise...

But....the past gives me a phobia...well... hopefully I can overcome it....

BEAR!!! AND BOAR!!! HELP THIS PIG!!