~Reminisces~

I think Nicholas have understand this words too...

He never hold me back anymore..^^

Which make me way easier to walk away from him....

You can never force
yourself to forget something

because the only reason
why we forget

is when a better memory has taken its place.

Now I sort of never think of him anymore, does it count as letting go?

I could do because everyday I have a wonderful with my friends,

Ho Phin, Alan, Jia Wei, CCY, Kah Kiat, Sue Koon..

I really thanks all of them....

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Today I no go school...^^!

Hahaha, actually I also dunno wat to say in here...

mmm....

Mid - year exam is coming in next 2 weeks..

And yet I'm here "lenggang-lengkung" = means still fooling around...>

After writing this blog...I think I gonna turn back the old cow Kylie...xD!

After exam, Kylie flies....xD!!

June, around holiday, got birthday party at metro prima kfc/pizza building there...^^

There is a person, a person that very very close to me, is my ex bf...><

Asked me to be his gf again..he asked quite a few times b4..last time is because I loved Nicholas..==!!

Then now he asked again...

Firstly i was thinking, will our friendship ruined again? like last time?

It took quite a long time to rebuild it again..

Second is, I don't know why whenever i think of dating again...

i feel like no more freedom...

I couldn't play around without thinking my bf's feeling..

I like the feeling of being single....>

Unless with the person that i got sort of "feel"

So far, haven't found yet, so i'm safe..xD!!

So I don't know whats wrong with me....

And all thanks to Nicholas...

My new favourite sentence " Phobia ? yar... and no thanks to you! "