~Reminisces~

I figured out what I'm going to do,

I'm going to wait forever if I have to,

I just don't think I could live with myself if I give up what we have,

No matter how much hurt I've caused you and you have caused me,

Fate brought us together,

And fate split us up,

I have faith that fate will bring us back together again

This few weeks, I didn't know what have happened...

I missed Nicholas so much...really much..

I miss everything that we been through..

Even the moment that he don't care me and I lao gai and he come and pujuk me back...

I misses him...

I miss the time that he kisses me...

It is so sweet and all I felt is love...

Its sort of shame to say this out,but it is my "xing fu"....

I love kissing him...

He knew that too...I like to kiss his cheek...cubby...keke...>

I miss the time he hug me tightly till I barely can breath until I have to wrack him to let me go...~.~

Up to this, the conclusion is I miss him...damn lots...

I wish that I able to hug him and kisses him non- stop once more...

I'm sure that time will come...xD

I don't know why everytime when I sees him...

I felt that I'm sooo low standard, not enuf gud or pretty for him...

I felt myself too childish because he is a mature guy...

Thats what I love him so much...

Nicholas is the only guy that I really fall in love...

I love him till I don't know how to fall in love again with others...

I don't want to forget him...

I don't want to find a replacement for him...

ALL I want is just him...

I know this is stupid and it will hurt me...

But this is my decision and I will not regret it...

I will face the pain and I know it is worth...

Nicholas asked me to wait for him, think of him always..

I will do that , and I misses him each and everyday...