~Reminisces~

Now is just 3 days before PMR...
I used to worry about it...
Now i don't...not anymore...
Its not that i confident or what...
It is Nicholas...
He changed...because his exam is coming soon...next week...
He changed into the opposite of him...
He being rude , scolded me which he never do that to me...
Firstly i thought that his love toward me is changed too..
But then, today when both of us on the phone...
I know that he still love me, as much as last time...
Yesterday he being rude to me...then I couldn't take it..
I told him that U will regret for this..
Then I didn't reply him whole the whole night and today....
He knew what is happening...what he did wrong..
Today in the call, he said sorry...
When I heard his usual voice, not the serious mature voice,
my heart start to feel soft and warm to listen to a familiar voice..
A voice that I have love so much...
He promised that he never be rude to me...
I trust him that...
But now, I just scare that after exam which is 30 Okt...
Both of us will change....never be the same...
I'm afraid to lose him...
I'm tired of losing people...