Lovely Day Ahead

Now is 8.02a.m which I suppose to be in the school either walking around with Alan or chating with 6-1 kings...but then, here I am! blogging at home...XD
Today is the fifth day i didn't go to school.. TERTURUT-TURUT...
Lucky I study in SB, my class teacher don't really care actually...XD
But then, if i study other school, i will go school study ( kinda good stud uh)
Haha....but I skip schools is not just to sleep...
I did my revision until 2 - 3 am...
and how am I going to school if i sleep this kind of hours?
Its a bad habit that I could only focus and concentrate if I study late at night...aiks~!!

Just now I woke up at 6.20a.m ( yea~! )
To sms my beloved Nicholas ( I know is gross calling him this because I also kinda shiver XD )
But then, I told him that I love him so much then bla bla bla....usual sweet stuff ( P&C )
Then he say he want me....hehe...
Thats is his usual way of saying sweet stuff and kinda less sweet then usual,
but then its kinda enough for NOW...
if other time he only say like this...he gonna get a "merajuk" Kylie...
that time will be "ho ho ho"
So I am very very very glad that he is back...part of it ( not da body parts *.^ )
I was soooo worry yesterday....kinda can't concentrate....
then when to bed early~! to have a nice dream~!!!
I wish I could express how much is the feeling to him
( Baby Choi, dun jealous ya~! U are not replaceable )
But then, the sentence ~ I LOVE YOU~ seems like not suitable for me...
Because my feeling is not just I LOVE YOU~

Last time, when I was with F.R... I could easily express my feeling just by I LOVE YOU bla bla...
If Nicholas, eventhough I say hundred time or I love you very much or alot...it seems like never enough~!!
But then, I never say I love You forever..
Because I stop believing forever shit~!
I ain't not finding a life partner ( not now only *.^ )
I just wanna now to be happy with him..thats all...
But if I could end of with him, it could be my blithe...

Aiks~! PMR IN 2DAYS~!
Need blessing and all~!
B.M on Wednesday~!
aihz aihz aihz~!