~Reminisces~

arh~ now i feel so hot and headache~!!!!

i juz come back from the church... ( not christian )

i went there with CCY, HJW and Alan...mop the church floor...==!!

from d highest floor until ground floor.. adui!!!

after that..we go to Viva to eat some stuff...i ate pan mee...^^ my fav stall...that last time...every week i will go there and eat...now vry less luu~~

then we go taman play...arhhh..soo hot!!!

i think i turn black edi..T..T

hahaha..this pic look soo funny....xD!!!

i was laughing...xD it look like i am crying...!!! xD!

Yesterday i help Ed to urm...pretend his gf...to urm...smtg...xD!!

Then~ urm.... i was happy that time...which i never felt that b4...with him...urm~~~

Urm~~ i wonder wat is it...but then..actually i knew wat is it...

I juz dun wan to admit it....

Bcuz this might not work...then i will be hurting Ed again...

I dont wan to take d risk~ Its not fair for him~

So...forget bout...it~ =( !

Bout nicholas....

I send him a pic yesterday...i think he gets d meaning of it...i hope...

The pic wrote ....

"I love when you smile to me,

I love when you stare at me,

I love when you call my name,

I love when you hold my hand,

But what does all mean if you're not for me?"

I really like when both of us holding hands~

I still remember the moment when he is in my house...

Playing computer...we are holding hands...which rest on his lap~

That moment is soo sweet...

Another funny moment is...my mom make us two cups of ribena...

Due to my clumsyness...i pour d ribena on his book...

He like...oh my god!! hahaha...

Then i keep on say..arhh!! nicholas, sooo sorry sorry sorry...

He say..nevermind..its okay...then he pat my head...><

After clean d table...i hide my face with my strawberry pillow...

He says while laughing...u r soo cute..>

Another moment is...when we juz started together~

We were in jusco....he teaching me the tangent,cos and sin...

I was sleepy that time...

So he say...you ok or not? sleepy a? then next time only teach ba...

Then i say...nvm lar...i still can study de...but if i dont remember..

U will have to teach me one more time...

He say arh~

I say...wa...means u dun wan teach me edi ar? =(

He say...yea yea..i wan to teach u...and also see you...>

I still remember, everytime before he leave my house...or before we go back home...from somewhere...

He will hug me and says I love you~

I wil be saying....i love you too...

OR he will ask me...do u love me? i will be saying...u think? of cuz la..iyo...hahaha..

The first time...i was shocked...bcuz after i said that...he kiss me...^^

Arh~ after thinking all this...i feel like crying...

Its like a dream...

But then....once i woke up....the dream will never come back again~

After list down all this....i only realise that...there is alot happy moment with him...

When i juz feeling that..both of us together is juz a short time...i dun hav alot memories with him...but actuali i do...have alot happy moment with him....

Arh!!! wat am i doing?? kylie!!! wake up !!!

* slap myself *

* awake *

HAHAHA!!! All this juz well....past!!

Look infront..!! think of the happiness ahead...

Not those sadness behind me~

I think I will be okay~

Bcuz this few days....I didn't think of him~ anymore~

Even yesterday when I look at nicky~

I hav no feelings~

I was happy...laughing with CCY & Eddy~~

Mayb as HJW said last time...i was addicted to Nicho~~

Now...I dont~ not anymore~~