~Reminisces~

PMR is coming soon...around 3 weeks more....
Now I more focus on Science , Geo , and KH...
Because this three subject that i can't get A for Trial.. T.T
I don't know how to do properly in Science..
My head seems like anti-Science..
This will confirm that i won't take Science stream next year...
Well, my Trial result quiet memuaskan, more than my expectation...

BM - 76
BI - 75
Maths - 77
Sej - 83
Sc - 64
Geo - 67
Kh - 72

I just hope I can get 7 As' in PMR so that I won't let my parents down and also Nicholas.

About Nicholas,
We more and more stable...
Actually there is nothing to say bout us,
Because I busy with my Pmr and he busy with his final exam..@..@
So we hardly argue ( good thing )
And he very bertolak ansur with me...
I feel i'm bad because everytime, he is the one bertolak ansur with me...

Last Saturday night,
I had a worse nightmare,
I dreamt of Nicholas was dead...
I went to his funeral, and i saw him in the coffin...
All this exactly the same with my grandma's funeral...
In the dream, I have a feeling...
A feeling that how could I survive if Nicholas is not here anymore??
Luckily after that i woke up, firstly i thought it was true!!!
Then i check my hp, i saw he sms me...^^
Then I cried out... Because I scare that something bad will happen towards Nicholas...

I'm silly!!